Sometimes my slaves write me something worthy of being posted on my site. Earlier this week SFSlave did just that. Enjoy faggots…

Master:

i paid my monthly $200 on the 15th per our contract. But it is the 19th and i have been longing so i reached out and you even made me a 10sec video of your gorgeous feet walking! i mean – i know i am a submissive and i know i was owned by a Master for 6 years – and i found you after being released from service for 8 months – felt alone. And you started talking with me and all that time i never got to see your feet. i had become mesmerized by your attitude – your smile, the hair on your legs, your very non in your face attitude and of course your feet.

And then, somehow i was submitting a contract to you for 1 year where i would pay you $200 per month. i indemnified you, i stated it wasn’t a Master / slave thing, it was me paying you $2,400 over 12 months as payment for services. It is a valid contract, one that can’t be voided. And while i sat and looked at your feet and only your feet for about 30-minutes you reviewed it, made some changes and sent it back to me to review and sign. i was wet and leaking when i get it in my in box and signed it. i didn’t look at what exactly i had written (i had taken some language from my old Master’s contract) and after signing i realized there are all kinds of ways for you to fuck me over in the contract. All kinds of ways you can ping me for extra money / i mean…, it says i have to ask your permission to do anything outside of my normal work, day to day, and relationship with you. And yet you haven’t once pinged me on anything.

Lol, just read the above. Being an owned slave for 6 years i find myself submissive to many. One of your slaves was very good at exploiting that and per your permission, has been “overseeing” me. So now i have to communicate with him first unless it is urgent – and he loves using power for you over me. He takes money for you – tributed to you, so i guess you don’t have to use your right given the contract over me.

You tell me i am not like that slave or any of your other slaves. You tell me i realize this isn’t a game, and i know you could ruin me with a click of your mouse. i had a Master for 6 years and i know what can be done to a slave – so i know i have no way out of this. It is weird because on the one hand i just want to serve but on the other i want you to taunt me, humiliate me, scare me with your power. It helps to remind me of what i am compared to you and i crave it. But at the same time i know it is real so i never try to push it – fearing one day you may just do something to really show me the power you have. And all this time – i am hard and dripping knowing you have that kind of power – control…

i had to write this because it somehow hit me what a predicament i am in, lol. You have a signed contract from me that i created and gave to you. You have the right to do things to me, to mentally fuck me over, to drain me – to take me to the edge and back a few times and you never do. I know you have many slaves and a fantastic income from us and i am a small piece of it all. And yet, when i get the chance to IM with you – and you remind me of what i am, and you never try to fuck me over, or make me do anything that would or could be used against me at a later date – and instead you laugh at my size 8 feet (small for a 6′ dude) – and i imagine, sit back with your hands behind your head counting my money and knowing that next month there will be another deposit. i realize that for all the cyber communication we have, never served real time, that i am owned by you and there is nothing i can do about it…

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